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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Day -2

Day-1 Summary

Yesterday I started my program which I would like to stick to it and lose some weight. It was Children's Day yesterday and a tiering day in the end. I went to office at 09:00 A.M. and since then was busy in arranging and managing the event, we at Blossom (A CSR initiative at AMDOCS) conduct events for not so previledged kids and we work with many NGOs on regular basis.

So I had a lunch at around 01:15 P.M. had masala rice, salad and raita.

At 04:00 P.M. had tea and two karachi Biscuits (from Hydrabad)

At 08:30 P.M. had dinner 2 chapati dal and sabji this is it.

Did vajrasana after dinner but I was too tired after whole day event that I couldn't hold that for more than a minute. After that at 11:00 I went for a sleep.

For Day-2 Already started... I will right about this later today.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Financial Access at Birth (FAB) Campaign

Hi People

Good Morning !!!!

Today Morning on My Twitter Updates I saw a RT from ISB

It was about FABCAM
Financial Access at Birth (FAB) Campaign.

I read that blog from Bhagwan and like that. Then I Retweeted that and dropped an email to Bhagwan. Also I informed my CSR Team here in my organization hoping they will respond positively.

I am spreading the word, please spread for the good cause. Share this at all social networking joints. Retweet on Twiter and share of Facebook.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Win a Samsung Corby

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Hey People After so long time I was thinking to write something however didn't get the chance and didn't get that mood. These Days I am feeling refreshing so thinking of some good refreshing topics apart from my older posts... which explains more of sad or looser side of me... which I guess now I am getting out of it..

For a Change I am sharing this post which I read on my employer's Blog.. Telecom Domain is vast and there is too much to learn and these days I am feeling that hunger that urge again to learn which somehow I lost few months back and was not feeling good. I am on to Learning phase to Build my Domain knowledge which will help me to improve my work :)

Read the post it will surely help you to understand and give me your feedback and Ideas I will pass it on !!!

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Society we Live in

Wednesday October 14, 2009

Today morning I called up my brother(cousin) for some help (assistance) I needed, he said he is not in the town(he stays in Jaipur) and went to Jodhpur; to attend one of our cousin’s engagement. I don’t know what but I felt that people around him (my first cousins only, uncles, aunts) asked who is this and when they found it is me then I heard ‘Oh’… I don’t know what I did wrong with them or to anybody so that people take me like ‘Oh’… why they are so full of hatred and bad feelings for me.

I know we all need family and many says they are family men/women. However those who says (to me) that and I can feel sometimes when they are down (one or two drinks) they accept they are not that happy and they hate this and that. They want to be free like (say me) but they are in society and because of that they can’t. Why so hypocrite.

I believe Society is made by us only, if we are with such dual standards and dual thinking for anyone (for me all have) then you are not making a better society… you are not making better world. I see people having double standards and yet they are kept on doing this… don’t they have self respect.

Why people treat me like this because back there in my hometown people have enough time to do this sort of things and they all have their own false ego… they don’t speak truth et al and they always portray what they are not. It hardly hit back to them as to whom they are portraying that he/she is also doing the same thing.

I was excited till today that I am going home and will meet people out there, now I am not… I will go home meet my parents and stay at home only…

Here people respect the other person only if he/ she is doing what they say and what makes their false ego bigger. I am not that types and once I tried to do so… I did what they said… but soon I realized I can’t do that for a long and it happened naturally to me that I can’t stand for such a false things.. I did that because it was making them happy and I did that for their happiness… but my mind and heart gave up… So back there people (around me there ) took me as social catastrophe and treat me like that.

I can say it hardly affects me… But I knew deep down inside to answer them and to say make them feel that they are wrong I have to do something big…… then I think should I do that.. for them ?? who they are no one !!! I go there max twice in a year… so they hardly matters to me… am I breaking some nature’s law which say we are social animal and we should stay in society… Can’t we build a new society around us…

Does that mean if you are single then people in society should (must) look at you with one eyebrow up and thinking that there is something fishy with that guy. Why you want to get married when you didn’t find someone suitable for you… get married to only one with you are compatible and vice versa… speak upfront and try to be clear… second if your chemistry and wavelength (mental and thought) match then only you should get married to that person… as you are planning to stay with that one for next 30 years at least…

I found that and realized this again and again that Success is a relative term… Brings many relatives along with and with your goodwill you cannot charm people for long… people out there understand only language of money… you bribe them with gifts and talk all good about the (though they are wrong and not good)… they will do best marketing for you and they will work as your PR personnel out there and make a good image of yours.

That is what we are living with and this what we call a society…. I am happy that I am alone and Single…. Away from this day to day drama and society responsibility (which is not a responsibility at all)… I am happy with my activities which I do under CSR and I know my social responsibility to make a better world…

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!! I……

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

India Inc wakes up to social media

Tuesday July 7, 2009

Morning when I was entering the office I saw one magazine kept near sofa, on cover page I saw some familiar logos like Twitter, Facebook, LinkedIn then for a second I stopped by and read the line “India Inc wakes up to social media”

I came in and after some usual work I couldn’t resist myself to find that article online. Found it and after reading it I thought to update my blog. From last few weeks am thinking on things to do and things which are happening in and around. I believe my thought sometimes (rather all the times) are scattered and they kept of wandering in the space to find the answers… answers are there however due to not so focused approach am not able to find them. Like I say I live in a material world and whatever happens around me affects me, I met many people online and gone through their profiles.. they have transformed yes transformed because considering the change is to time ratio that is huge and people has done remarkable things in short time and got recognition. Recognition I believe is one thing which is bigger than the money. I met those people (Julia Roy, Akanksha Redhu, Neha Tiwari, Naina Redhu) on social media/ networking website and found them interesting and impressed by their work.

I sometimes feel am at the wrong place, I do not belong here… writing code and doing same work… I believe I belong to internet… then why am here why not like others (okay here again comparison) am doing things online and make my own outstanding, I guess my excuse (yes excuse not reason…accept it) for this is I am bound by many things and am not focused.. what I do to be focused… nothing !!! when I read such things and feel I can also do things like this and a lot better than this then for time being I get focused and with time it all settled down. It gives me irritating feeling that I don’t want to be like others who just live.. I want to be a part of that group who makes the difference.. I have to be disciplined and regular…

I promised myself that I will make one post everyday on my blog… like that I can with time make some presence on internet and then can say am doing things from quite some time. Now after so many days am posting again…

I promised myself that I will study regularly and hard so that I can come out from this rat race.. coz I believe only higher education can catapult my career now not simple every year changes.. what I want from life is I want to make a difference.. I read every day in newspaper that some guy did some remarkable… now go back to that guy’s profile and check out what and when he did… first help yourself then help others… am not helping myself!!!!

I promised myself that by the time now I will be a happy and relaxed person… am I ??? I guess I will never… coz my priorities are different from others and my thinking level is different.. and you cannot change a person until he/she want to change himself/herself by own. That is all mind set and willingness to change.

Hope Now I get focused as I am done with my work quite some.. and writing blog. I sometimes feel scared and not free.. why I don’t know. Why am scared and from whom am scared. I applied simple theory.. that when I do something wrong or don’t do what I a meant to do then I feel scared. I am also scared of change though change is inevitable but it gives me those sleepless nights… but it helps me to grow.

Hope this time change will come after some time and I will stay put and learn new things.

If you read again you will find mixture of thought and kind of mess of thought (*yes that is the right word)… I will keep on blogging and update here with new mess-of-thoughts

Friday, June 26, 2009

I started yesterday for my home to attend a marriage back here...many things happened on the way.. i thought to write them in some chronological order.. but not today thought to write that in some time...but when i came home then i got some shocking news and some updates which I expected to hear well before...

My mom had High Blood Pressure problem and she was admit in hospital for 3 days.... no body informed for that... then after that my dad met an accident and again am not informed... Now I am feeling bit different, I don't know why they didn't told me about that. Those two things now people are say were real serious and critical but why then nobody informed me. I am now not able to understand the seriousness of the situation now... and what should I do... how should i react to this. I am not that bad dad....

I am not feeling bad and am feeling bad for that that am not feeling bad for this.... Damn !!!! am not suppose to write a blog here when am on vacation and attending a marriage.. but these things made me to think what I am and why I am like writing this blog !!!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Amdocs A year back...A year Now

Today June 16, 2009 I completed one year in my current organization and it was successful one year... with some Hiccups. Yesterday I planned to go office on this day to enjoy my work... but hell from yesterday I am having Back Ache and it is muscle sprain... I barely sit for more than ten minute, I have applied some spray and doctor told me to take complete rest.
Ahem.... Now about my work life in Amdocs (My Current Organization where I work in its India Office), Here I met many people in last one year... Worked on various projects and faced heat in work shit... will not discuss about projects in detail as per company Policy. Will talk about some people whom I met... whom I liked, I came across and I admired.
On June 16th 2008 I met one person who is not head but we can see he only working of operations department Mr. Prasad Bhutada... he explained us about some company policies and the facilities... all other details which company operations team discuss at the time of induction... I thought not include this part in my post but when I look back I cannot exclude Mr. Bhutada’s part in my last one year... I was in touch with him if not say on regular basis but weekly and we communicated a lot... he might be communicating hundreds of many people on daily basis so he might not remember my name but that is fine... He is an ex Army man and he manages operations very well.

Once the induction was over I was allocated the project and asked to meet my manager, so search for his location started... in Amdocs as it is a big organisation there are some you can say naming convention followed, each floor is divided in three wings north, south and central.. and based on floor there numbering is set like if it is S-1 which means south wing first floor.So I searched for my location and met my first manager there.
Enough discussing these all.. so I met my first team mates then and got some kind of KT... as I working Software Automation Testing and Having experience in HP QuickTest Professional, a Function Regression testing tool for Software test Automation from HP. So I took a little longer to understand the applications and to implement the automation...that is what I was said in one quarterly review...Finally I showed them one automation code after some time and it was something substantial... By the time things were moving out... and I was moved out to another project... I missed my first project people and loved to stay with them... Before moving out We had one project event...and we all went to pavankhind a place near to ratnagiri... as it was monsoon that time and it was awesome experience... i enjoyed that a lot and it was my one of good lifetime memory which I will cherish always !!!
In my second project I met few people whom I was not met before and by this time I was knowing many people... as I was part of Amdocs Community service and become an active member... In new project I could see more people like me who are working on same tool which am working on and I didn’t felt alien there... But I usually going to meet my old team mates as it took time to grasp that now I moved to new project... I have Move-On
Slowly with time I stopped going to meet my old team and was busy with new work and new team members... then came the blow on me that am not good at my work and I was asked to perform else go home.. I was say upset because I knew I didn’t do any wrong or ill thing.. I was simply blamed because of ill management... So I took the challenge and worked Hard to prove myself... In that transition period some people really helped me and came as mentor to me...I thank them all.

I think what helped me alot was my attitude... people found my attitude as blunt and straight forward... I speak for things straight not wrapped in some flourishing words which satisfies some ones false ego... It helped me as well as took its toll...Finally I was through that phase and came out successfully. In that time all the current team members helped me a lot... I thank them all.
By this time I was gone through turbulence at professional as personal front... At professional front people helped me a lot and at personal I helped myself... started this blog... I was in process of making antibodies for my mind and heart... and I don’t know how much am successful at the point... but still I feel don’t know what when things happen... I mean... virtually it is like it was not for me from first place... but then what was it... I couldn’t understand...
Now am in some another project... yes in less than a year I was moved through three projects and Moved-On... Phew!!! By this time I had my lessons learnt in life and now I act in office which I hate to... but now I see myself as a an artist who has to perform onscreen and has one different life altogether outside... I have learnt my Corporate lessons and trying to implement them.
I met many people in last one year in Amdocs... few of them I would like to mention are Prasad, Mangesh kale(My first manager), sachin, Indranil (aka ID), Siddhartha (aka SID), Rajesh, Arvind( mentioned earlier..he was one of the mentor for me and helped me a lot), manoj(another mentor), Sejal , Aparna, Parashar, kaustubh (yeah I missed one part that I am part of Amdocs trekking group, he is one of the organiser and Nice guy).... there are many more... rather whole Amdocs as people used to say (okay tease me ) that almost 50% of Amdocs India employees would be knowing me, it will be hard to thank them all here... So people I am happy that I met you people...
Here... Today is the day when I stood still and thought What I have achieved in last one year.. I have achieved nothing incredible and nothing astonishing except some more life time experiences and another unsuccessful Story (okay here I have to tell the story to someone... still pending).
So people Now On I don’t want myself to be at same place (not literally) again after one year... I am fed of doing same work with different approach from last four years... I am working on many things at same time. I’ll update you all once I will have something concrete.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Life..Last One Year - In a Nutshell

Sunday June 14, 2009

Hi All… I wrote some part of this post yesterday and some part today… so Publishing it Today….

Today I completed one full year in Pune… a year back on 14th June 2008 I landed on Pune Airport… I shifted from Ahmedabad (Gujarat) to Pune(Maharashtra) for better future and for growth. I was in Ahmedabad for almost 3 long years and I enjoyed my stay there… had some lifetime experiences and learnt many lessons of life. Shifted Jobs and stepped into many roles… one of them was of entrepreneur and it was great experience… Worked with Pulkit and started some ventures, Now I have my experiences and lessons which I learnt and Pulkit is doing really great in his ventures now. I don’t know why but I came back to this rat race, I hope soon I will be able to break these shackles and step out of rat race and pursue my heart… Entrepreneurship is not an easy pie to gulp it tests your nerves and believe me who are rock solid in their ideas and focused only they can survive… people like me come back to this material world as they have some different thinking towards life and they want to do many things in life.. they do day dreaming to achieve what they think.. but are scared of more than one things, they are not cowards but just they can’t live upto their own expectations and can’t stop comparing their life with others.

Someone told me, “You are living for yourself or for others”.. I think we all live for others and for ourselves, thing is we don’t admit… take a test… first rule is you are not going to talk about this to anyone else and you will be Truthful and won’t lie… now stand in front of a mirror….in which you can see yourself from head to toe… stand naked and look directly in eyes and ask questions like what you want from life… it is like kind of self evaluation… don’t be modest… think what you dream of, think what you like to be, think of what luxury you want in life.. and blah blah blah…. You will find your answers… We all live in material world and we want attention from others, we feel confident when people give us such looks, it satisfies our ego !!! and there is no harm in satisfying ourselves.

I have heard people saying, I don’t care how I look and what people think of me. Okay no problem, tell those people to be truthful to themselves only no one else on earth for once and look into mirror. They will also compare… So that is human psyche… not a problem.

So People back to the topic that I have completed my one year in Pune, I shared what I learnt in Ahmedabad, I met many nice people few of them are Pulkit and his family(for which I feel they are my family too), Tushar Anjaria, My first and only Girlfriend who dumped me in less than a year, Raghav, Firoz, Sathish Bhai, Imran Bhai, Chintan Vyas, Geetika Garg, I-link people, Vivek Joshi, Jasdeep, Sahil, Gaurav, Hitesh Desai, Ketan Solanki, My sister shifted then there so her family Colonel Uncle, Manish Bhai ( breakfast cab guy outside IIM-A), Ashish Verma (my college time buddy shifted to Ahmedabad)… there are hundreds of more people… I am lucky that I met them there…

That was Ahmedabad as I spent 3 years there… I came to Pune and main reason of coming to Pune was growth and career as well as my Friends who were already in Pune and they told me Pune is really really great place.. last one year was really nice for me… I had my lessons with me so I thought not to repeat my mistakes so I was extra cautious on professional as well as on personal (remember I was already dumped) front… I thought to concentrate only on work and do nothing else.. first few months I enjoyed a lot as when I shifted to Pune that time it was monsoon season and my friend vikas was pioneer of one Biking Group Bladerunnerzzz and I joined him on one ride… and it was great experience altogether.

By the time I shifted Pune it was like recession started… or say it was coming in front with full swing and impact was seen …. Then soon Lehman Brothers Collapse and other things one after another….Mean time I was also going through one complete culture change as I had spent 3 years in Ahmedabad and in Ahmedabad it is conservative culture where as in Pune it is altogether Fun and Open culture… I tried to restrict myself and was successful in that….Okay as per some previous posts it shows that I was passing through some turbulence but it was just a turbulence not my destination.

Then came the Recession Blow on me… I was asked to perform in my current role else go home… It was like question on my authority and my work… I knew I was not bad at work but due to some reason, some people put me on back foot. I took it as challenge and thought if ever I have to leave then I will first prove them that I was not wrong, my performance was not bad.. it was a poor management of resources and lack of knowledge in specific field in which I work. So I worked hard (yes hard coz if I had worked smart then there will never be a situation to work hard)… and sustained the recession blow… and continuing with my organization…

That time I learnt my corporate lessons and now implementing in current project and role… That time I got calls from other companies as well but I thought to stay with current organization for little long as I don’t have reason to change my job again…

Tomorrow on June 16, 2009 I will complete my 1 year in my current organization… okay logically I have completed but I joined my current organization on June 16, 2008.

I don't know how much I am successful to make my future better, I believe I will stay as is until I come out of rat race... I Came from Ahmedabad to Pune for better future.. initial days I felt i did a terrible mistake as I stayed in Ahmedabad for 3 years and I was attached to the city and people out there imotionally and I felt Nostalgic for initial few months.. I am lucky that I have friends here so they were here with me for my change...Change is Inevitable and Change makes you strong and helps you in Growing Up. Hope I will stay Little Longer in this Beautiful City

I wish myself all the best for my work and my Job… Wish me people that I give always an honest efforts in what I do !!!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Swine Flu H1N1

I have read So Much about Swine Flu H1N1 so that I am now scared of even eating chicken. What just happened to the world, before it was bird flu... and many more diseases which were not heard in last 20 years.. I mean pork was eaten not in reccent time it is been eaten from decades but 20 years back there were no such issues. Same thing for chicken

Are these all things are it some kind of Sign or some kind of wake up call or some warning from Nature to all that wake up you are exhausting natural resources and destroying Nature.

Global Warming is the major issue and people like me and hundreds other read about it blog about it and at some extent follow to control this. My Take on this all Natural disasters and resources scarcity is Population..Think of all the problem and differentiate the problem to the smallest unit possible and you will find same thing in the end and it is population.

What we are doing to control this... Nothing !!!!. Why am writing this now... In my previous posts I was discussing about me, myself, what i feel on personal and my personal life... Today is Saturday Morning and I just read one News on Swine Flu and in Hyderabad now onw 6 year old girl is the victim, that is height!!!

On twitter we were just discussing this with some light twittes and someone just said she will hate coming out in public wearing some masks al the time... I just replied to her that as she is a designer and NIFT graduate, I can see the market for designer masks and she wrote one Blog Entry on this on her website !!!

Though all it was in light mood but it made me think again where we are and why we are.. so the first two paragraphs are of those thought.

I promise that I will religiously follow the rules and try to help more than a bit to not to add more hazzards to nature.. hope this will be my 10 cents to prevent Global Warming

Friday, June 12, 2009

Which Title !!!!

I came to know that there are some readers of my blog... ok there is one atleast and he gave me some comments..some title :) people says am a good writer... i say am just a learner.. i share what i feel and i try to be honest as much as i can.. i promise not to write lies.

I read one autobiography sometime back...The Story of My Experiments with Truth in his autobiography he wrote truth and only truth... and that man had courage to write such truth...I don't have, but I don't write lies either.

I am reading many books these days and learning the langugage English :) hope some day I will write bit better than today.

Thanks for reading though !!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Getting into my senses Slowly but Getting Back

Tuesday June 9, 2009

Getting into my senses back again. Working on my studies and reading Vocab basics now. Got some basic concepts document on Parajumbles from PagalGuy. Hope I remain like this for some long time now so that I can remain focused about what am doing and what I want, Consistency is the key and I have to overcome my laziness and work on weak areas Now!!!!


Tuesday 09th June 9, 2009

Do we agree that fragrances and smells are permanent…like I just bought one deodorant which I used a year back… when I use this and smell it then I can feel the same feeling which I had a year back, that coziness in the air… missing my friend Vikas and the time we enjoyed together….

I believe our mind stores such memories ad give index to them with some specific pointers :P too technical… it is like we remember all good memories with some links and smell senses performs a major role to it like vision. Vision sense is powerful to remember things, I read it somewhere for memory classes and for faster and strong memory they relate things with images and make connections.

Likewise Smell sense comes second in the list, If I have a permanent memory attached to one specific fragrance then it is hard to change it, sometimes it gives nostalgic memory… and yes here fragrance means a pleasant smell which soothes your nerves and relaxes you so that you can think or imagine the past time which you have related to the fragrance.

It is almost monsoon here in Pune and I bought some good deodorants and perfumes from same old shop which vikas showed me Bro’s Shop at M.G. Road  and am enjoy these fragrances with rain and remembering good old days… Feeling nostalgic and lonely but sometimes you enjoy your loneliness… and specially me now befriended my loneliness and we both have good time always…

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Goodbye R.I.P. Rajeev Motwani

I Just read about Rajeev Motwani from Matt Cutts Twitter Update... Yes am following Matt Cutts...

I am sorry that I was not knowing about Rajeev Motwani. I read there few minutes back and found that he was a gem of a person. I think with time and success if a person become humble and know what he came on this planet earth then he/she become one Great Person.

I have seen... read about many successful people and found they are great in many ways.

Today's my learning: Learn from everyday of life and try not be arrogant and try to be humble as possible.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Mt Everest

I have been going on treks from last couple of months.. Okay I know I have not written any blog about that….one day I will consolidate all the experience and make one blog, and found it like I have that hidden desire in me to do mountaineering and trekking. I believe there is a mountaineer within. Though I feel scared many a times when trek is of difficultly level high..when I see the chasm just below my feet and I am scared not because I will die. I am sure I will not die but I will break as many bone and wounded that bad so that the pain will be more scary then the death. That Makes me scared, still I go on every trek and complete it successfully. One reason behind it is there is a friend of mine who is expert in trekking and he is fearless, so he gave everytime that hope and motivation so I go. I am here talking only the trek organized by my office and I go there with them only. I am thinking to go for some adventure sports this monsoon as well.

Okay where were we… So mountaineering I feel I should do and I feel good after that…Today in News Paper I read about one girl who recently summit Mt Everest, Here name is Krushnaa Patil She is just 19 year old and she did that. I am just amazed what she will be feeling now. What completeness and what a satisfaction. In the article it was mentioned that while descending she has to cover a stretch all alone and it lasted 7 days. Wow !!!! at 19 she is that rock solid in her thoughts that she did that and she did it successfully.

I have that hidden desire to reach at the top of Mt Everest which now slowly and steadily surfacing and I am working towards it with some increased pace… I have already started preparing as for doing so one has to be physically as well as mentally strong…. And yes financially also.

I think it will take another one year for preparation and hopefully in near future I will do this….wish me luck !!!!

Here is the Article about her…. Great Work Krushnaa.. Kudos to your efforts and hats off to your determination and achievement… All the Best !!!!

Friday, May 15, 2009

Why Men are Never Depressed

I was reading some emails and got one email from one of my friend... Definitely she was in Friday Mood.. I kind of Liked the email.. Here it is...

Men Are Just Happier People--
What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put.

The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal.

You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.

People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.

You almost never have strap problems in public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your face stays its original color. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades. You only have to shave your face and neck.

You can play with toys all your life. One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for all seasons. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look. You can 'do' your nails with a pocket knife. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.

You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier....

Nice Naa... Thanks to Jaskiran. Okay I asked her LinkedIn Profile however didn't get so added orkut link.. hope she spare my life for that.

Monday, April 20, 2009

MidLife Crisis

Phew… weekend is over an now am thinking from some time I wait for weekend with that joyous desire and plan lot many things to do over the weekend.. however on Saturday morning while having my breakfast, I was thinking or I felt a kind of loneliness surrounded me. Sometimes I like this and sometimes don’t.
By the day passed I was doing nothing, was thinking what to do ( what I don’t know)…. Spend whole day on my couch having one novel by my side and a movie in a laptop… I didn’t watched the movie and didn’t read the novel... Was lost in my thoughts…. By evening I got one term that also after when my friend call me and asked wass up !! I told him nothing…. I did nothing whole day.

The term is Midlife crisis. On weekends when I feel alone I somehow get depressed and gloomy. Due to this phenomenon last to last weekend (when it was long weekend) I went out of pune to spend some time elsewhere.
I googled the term “Midlife Crisis” and read a bit about it. As per the research it is less seen in Indian and Japanese culture raising the question of whether midlife crises is mainly a cultural construct. Some authors hypothesized that the "culture of youth" in Western societies accounts for the popularity of the midlife crisis concept there.
I guess I feel so because my work culture is western and influence by western societies… in our Indian culture we usually don’t go out for work and stay with family. In western culture people use to go out and stay alone… which makes them more firm and strong… but for that you need really strong will.
I feel low and gloomy these days I think because of the age and some monotonous life culture… office to home and home to office… there is no craze in life… there is no such excitement, which I was feeling few years back… I had that curiosity to know more… I was upfront . Now before doing anything I think beyond that.. which restricts my action… which make me feel I am getting older. Seems midlife crisis came to me a bit early.

As it is said… In your knowledge lies ignorance…

I am in office this is Monday morning and am writing this blog to satisfy my….. what don’t know!!!!
Hope this mid life crisis is just my imagination nothing else… I will pass through soon… There are many things to do and many things to achieve.. I can’t just act like a loose… I mustn’t behave like this…

Some more links for the term... I read more about it


Saturday, April 4, 2009

Lonely Saturday

Today is Saturday morning.. ok now noon... just woke up and found a note on the door that my friends whom i live with.. some of them went home already and some of them off to mumbai... so this weekend i will be alone... it haunted me first then I thought let me think and let me think deep about myself... I was thinking what I have to do and what i have done...

I posted two days back about escapism and yesterday I chalk down the plan what I am doing and what is wrong in it... then i changed approach and now i have 5 days with me to implement that.... to show some output... output really make you feel better and confident... Yeah people one more thing.......yesterday I got and kind of award for my services towards Community relattion.

So now am feeling bit focused.. i guess so...

Another thing is when i found i am alone for whole two days it was mixed feeling... then i opened my orkut account and saw new updates for some of my friend... one of them is Vikas Bahar I really miss him... he was the person who created BladeRunnerzzz our biking group. Really missing him a lot... felt so lonely !!!!

Vikas All the best my friend... we will meet soon again... world is not so big that we lost easily :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009


I don't know from whom am running away, from whom am trying to stay away, from whom I am scared.. yes I am scared. I don't know why I feel so unsecure, uncertain about everything.

I am escaping from one situation which am facing currently... It is not like I can't do it but it is taking a lot of time to complete the task and for which am not happy. I feel so scared even to get out of my flat... is it Escapism or is it simple unsecurity which make me feel paranoid.

I don't know what is it but it really haunting me... it make me feel you are alone and trust no one. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Though I want to connect to new people I want to meet new people I want to know more about the world, so I created my profiel on Twitter @subhashbohra but then also I feel people are doing many things and am no where... why i compare myself with other... i think this way i can evaluate myself... however it make me feel low then also i can't resist to compare myself with almost everything...

I started writing blog some time ago but I can see myself as a lazy guy who is always confused about many things... who is not having rock solid FOCUS of any thing. Who start many things but with time pufff !!! all gone... I can't keep pace with that all. I want to do many things in life and I know what they are and how to start but that lazy guy over powers and am still here....

Hope this time I will as I have started again... I will reach some place which will make me feel better and secure.


Monday, January 5, 2009

Six Nights and Seven Days

Wrote Some Post in last few weeks.. was unable to publish so publishing Now.

Monday, December 15, 2008 12:39:00 PM

I watched one Movie I guess on Saturday or on Sunday Night, it was on star movies. Movie Name was “Six Nights and Seven Days”. I kind of liked the movie, specifically in the end there was conversation between the Leas actress and her boyfriend, the boyfriend said he is guilty that he cheated her when he thought she is dead and then lead actress said she also felt in love with Quinn (Harrison Ford). Then they said this should not have happened if they were in love.

Nice situation and very well said, if you are in love with someone, love means a lot it is not just four letter word, I faced that and I have seen someone, she was in love with one guy that much that no one can distract her from her focus. She was and is rock solid in her thought that she has to marry that one guy only no matter who so ever come to me and asks me to marry.

I salute that love, that Love is everything. I wonder why people cheat their partners, are they not in love with them or something else. Why just they don’t talk. Why infidelity. I mean if you are in love with some one then you never cheat, you accept rather you love what he or she is, you take all likes and dislikes and you feel comfortable inside. That one make your heart beat faster and slower at same time. The feeling of love makes you feel happy and you concentrate better on what you do.

Ahhh… I felt only once and then it was gone, Second time I felt again and then it was not made for me. Now am back to blog J

Sometimes I wonder why human being felt so, I thought I will never feel such again in my life, but I felt and when I didn’t get that then I was sad. I guess that is how god created us with Mind and heart.