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Saturday, April 4, 2009

Lonely Saturday

Today is Saturday morning.. ok now noon... just woke up and found a note on the door that my friends whom i live with.. some of them went home already and some of them off to mumbai... so this weekend i will be alone... it haunted me first then I thought let me think and let me think deep about myself... I was thinking what I have to do and what i have done...

I posted two days back about escapism and yesterday I chalk down the plan what I am doing and what is wrong in it... then i changed approach and now i have 5 days with me to implement that.... to show some output... output really make you feel better and confident... Yeah people one more thing.......yesterday I got and kind of award for my services towards Community relattion.

So now am feeling bit focused.. i guess so...


Another thing is when i found i am alone for whole two days it was mixed feeling... then i opened my orkut account and saw new updates for some of my friend... one of them is Vikas Bahar I really miss him... he was the person who created BladeRunnerzzz our biking group. Really missing him a lot... felt so lonely !!!!

Vikas All the best my friend... we will meet soon again... world is not so big that we lost easily :)

2 comments:

vikas said...

Hey dude thx for the comment ..
BTW ur not confused, u r better dn most of the guys who dont even know if their life is in the right path .....

Dont worry my frn .. plan ur objectives and work towards them and the direction to be taken will be in front of u .. and till then keep rocking ..

Cheers,
Vikas

Subhash said...

Yeah Thanks Mate... But sometimes I feel alone without you...

I will follow what you say... and try to stay focused.. hope one day I will find some satisfaction... I always feel there is some missing.. there is something out there.. so I find myself always searching and trying to figure out what is wrong out there.. or is it 'What is wrong with Me'
- Miss you